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Thursday, April 24, 2008 @ 5:07 AM

Kelly Clarkson- Because of you (:
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


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@ 4:28 AM

haha!
i love trainings(:
tdy was so much fun! :D
i was being so lame during training and the juniors were crazing out with me.
they are so nice mans!
i taught them this handsign thingy to do when we strike or miss.
it's super-dee-super corny but it's so fun to do.
and the juniors were laughing at me when i taught them.
hahahs.
but i caught a few of them doing it though =P
they are so cutee!~
and mars confide in me a few things.
we talked quite little as compared to other training days.
because she was bowling on a diff. lane.
i was crapping with the juniors for the whole training session and we were being retarded XD
oh yah.
we decided to go to the beach during vesak day.
but still needs to be confirmed.
i want to go out with them so badly ):
hahahs.
then we can cam-whore together because i want memories of the bowling team! :D


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